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Another day that i spent to realize how great is my life. Turning upside down, but this is not fun at all. Have u ever imagine that we people are trapped in the gate between hell and heave. Earth, yeah that’s we are all belong. So much trouble, most of all can make u down and make u want to die really quick.
Most of all the bad happens might be created by ourselves or our bad behave. We might deny that fact, but i don’t. Why? I am not a angel, i am not a good person, i made mistake, the most important thing that i always remember is, I am a Human. I can fee the pain, i create my own pain (not all of the pain)
How can I describe my life ? well, it’s pretty great. From all the pain, from the suffers that i felt, i become like this. Yes, that’s right, this girl has already grown up.
This girl is a life fighter, specially fight for her own feeling. I try so hard to be patient in every problems that i have in my life. sometimes i lose control, i can hurt my self (never hurt anyone), physically. I hit walls, i throw things to make me feel better, it is solve all the problems? No
i hurt my self, i hurt my parents feeling (the most important things in my life).
shit happen always come to my life, specially these few days.
how could i survive? i don’t know either. but you know what, sometime when i really can’t hold this pain and my patience is of the limits, i cry, just cry, my chest hurt. i can cry for 2 or 3 hours? yes i can.
but then, the only one who always sees me and the only person who can make this tears stop is my Father, my beloved daddy.
He always comes to me and comfort me with his words. He always makes me calm. after i stop cry, he will ask me to pray together. that’s his greatest powerful word.
he only ask me that and i just don’t know i can resist that. after that, my tears suddenly stop. that’s his magic.
i don’t know what i am gonna be without him. i might not life, he is my everything.
tough girl, strong girl, stubborn, smart girl, all this i’ve got from him.
Thanks Jesus, for giving him as my father. He is the only man in this world who really patience to face his stubborn daughter.
i only can pray to God to give him healthy, patience, until he can walk with me to the isle and give my hand to the man that will protect me and do the same thing like he does.
that is my dream, to see my parent proud of me, i am going to make them proud.