The story of someone live it can be inspiring other people so...
I hope i can inspired other people with what i write...
"Have fun living. Have fun and make others happy." - Ha Ni's grandmother
“I Dream High, I dream,
When I’m tired I close my eyes
I keep imagining that dream
While I get up
I can fly high, I belive that
I can go up in that sky
Open my wings
Fly freely up more then anyone” Dream High
"The Dream that I'm Going to Meet someday..." ^_^
PS: all what i write in here is truly come from my heart...
The beautiful, sweet, romantic love story was done. No more Saturday night, dinner together, celebrate the anniversary date together, no more sweet moment…
Our planning to do something excited in the next day it’s broke, fall into a pieces.
Standing here, looking at his eyes, tears falling from his eyes. I know he truly loves me, I can see it from his eyes. I can feel it. That was the first time i saw him crying in front of me.
I feel my heart is breaking into a pieces, it hurts so much.
This is end not because we don’t love each other anymore, it’s not because he/me made a mistake, or he disappointed me. Not because of that reason.
This is because the risk that we took from the first time i say ‘yes’ to him. This is what we need to face. Our differences, our faith, religion.
Every night before i go to sleep, tears falling without i know. The pain killing me softly. Some said that is a better decision that we choose. Better but it hurts. Do you know how hurt to see him standing beside me or in front of me and know that he isn’t my boyfriend anymore? he isn’t someone that i can say ‘I Love You’? it hurts so much.
Another time, i lost someone i love, they all gone, why? i don’t deserve happiness? I know this is the risk that i chose.
The Fact, we all human being, have love right? sure we have differences but don’t you ever think that because of love we can make the differences become ONE?
I guess i wont to fall in love again until i really really really ready to get married, or is it better to be alone?
I don’t need someone advice right now, i just only want to be heard. This is my story, my life, people can suggest me this and that but the decision still in my hand and God (if HE listen to me)
I never feel this before, losing my love story because of the HUMAN BEING LAW. Is it fair enough?
This is would be my sadness story that will never end…